Where Did The Time Go?

Mike: Morning.
Me: Morning to you too.
Mike: Are you ready for our 2 week anniversary?
Me: I suppose.
Mike: That doesn't sound so enthusiastic to me.
Me: Trust me I am I just woke up. What time is it?
Mike: 11. I dropped Danielle off at daycare for you.
Me: You truly are amazing.
Mike: I do my best.
He kissed me.
Me: Why are you so amazing?
Mike: You're more amazing.
I shrugged my shoulders and pulled down the adult medium Revis Island shirt Mike got me. I sat up and Mike brought out a breakfast tray with a small vase of pink lillies my favorite. Then I gasped at how amazing he is. My all time favorite breakfast meal in the whole world.

Me: You did not go to IHOP and get the kids funny face.
Mike: But I did. I got IHOP for everyone Danielle loved it.
Me: You officially are the most amazing person that ever existed.
He kissed me.
Mike: Eat I even got you chocolate milk.
I ate my funny face and downed my chocolate milk. Mike cleared away the dishes and washed them! xD. I took a shower and got changed. I put on my medium elastic Michael Kors gold tiered tank dress with a pair of matching gold sandals. I let my hair in it's natural waves and put on my charm bracelet with the charm Mike got me. I took my black Juicy Couture bag and placed Mike's anniversary present in it.

I felt his silver rolex bouncing in the box as I walked. He always complains he needs a watch for special occasions so I got him one :). It has S.D + M.M in the center of the watch. :). I went downstairs as Mike looked adorable in his navy blue polo, basketball length khaki shorts, and his fancy Nike's. I smiled at him. He grabbed my hand and he led me to the car. I turned on the radio and put on On The Floor. After me singing along with the radio and Mike laughing at how adorably tone-deaf he is xD. He got an unsettling look on his face. His shoulders tensed.
Mike: You know how we met at the clinic?
Me: Yeah...
Mike: Why were you there? I mean like at bulimic's anonymous because I was picking Jessica up from it. Jessica has only been doing it for 2 months and Lily caught her in the act. It was kinda my descion to sign her up. But if I never picked up Jessica I would have never met you. Just tell me why you were there.
I cleared my throat.
Me: I've been battling bulimia for about 4 years now. I was never fat. I was always athletic gymnastics, swimming, cheerleading, softball, dancing, basketball, and so much more. And my mom made me model normal clothes, bikinis, and lingerie. So at a Victoria's Secret catalog shoot. And I was getting a snack and I was in just a bra and a lace thong. The models were always jealous of me because I had bigger boobs than them and I was younger and mine are real. And they started poking me like I was the Pillsbury Dough Boy. They called me fat and I weighed 110 pounds. I never considered myself fat. In the gang I was always the smallest one. 5 ft 5 and 110 pounds everyone was so jealous of me that I never gained weight because I ate so much crap. But after that happened to me I went home and ate everything in sight for comfort. Then I went to the bathroom to redo my hair. Then I ripped off all of my clothes that I was only in my underwear and bra. I had this huge makeover in the summer of 8th grade. My mom was tired of my dark highlights and all of my non girly girl stuff. Me and my best friend, Evie, we had matching nose piercings in 7th grade but mine closed up in 8th grade. After my makeover when ever I looked in the mirror I saw a tallish, natural blonde, deep meaningful blue eyes, a D chest that you never have to wear a pushup bra and you have to get custom made bras because you can never fit into normal ones, and a smoking hot body. But when I looked in the mirror I saw an obese blonde girl. I thought do I always look this way? I tried to pinch the fat that was hanging off my thong but I pinched air. Then I looked for any stretchmarks. I took deep breaths trying to tell myself I am okay. But the problem was I wasn't. I eyed the extra toothbrush on the counter then I couldn't resist myself because I got this bubbling feeling in my stomach that urged me to do it. Then I stuck the toothbrush side with the bristles going right down my throat. After that I couldn't control it. It was a routine. Wakeup, puke, brush teeth, shower, get changed, go to cheerleading, go straight to class, run 3 miles instead of lunch, makeout with any guy, go home, binge, purge, brush teeth, homework, cheerleading, dance, gymnastics, pretend to eat dinner, puke, go to bed. And do the same the next day. The lowest I've weighed was about 50 pounds. That's went I was wilting away you saw every bone in my chest, my legs were as thin as twigs, and my hair lost it's volume. It was 2 months after Danielle was born after she was born I went up a cup size. But at that time I was flat chested. I was in Boca at the time. I was at cheerleading practice and it was about 90 degrees outside. I was on top of the pyramid and I felt lightheaded but kept my smile. Then I fell of the pyramid from the dizziness. I woke up and everyone was hovering over me. My head throbbed as I saw a swarm of ponytails in my face. They asked me when was the last time I ate and I lied saying at lunch. They helped me up then I fell back down. They helped me but when I tried to get back up I hit my head again. I woke up attatched to tubes and I had an IV in my arm. My grandparents were crying just saying she's gone. The doctor came in and never diagnosed me as bulimic. They just told me to eat or I will be dead that week. I ate and weighed up to 97 pounds. Then started my diet again. I told you I moved back to Tulsa with Danielle you know that whole story with Soda and Bob. And after my mom died I did a bit of an OD on Ecstasy. But they still didn't diagnose me. I always lied to people saying that I didn't do it anymore. But I always have. I only stopped when I got pregnant then started again. I landed in the hospital a couple of weeks ago I told you that. And they told me I'm not only killing myself but my unborn children. That made me want to get help. So I did. No one's perfect I have so many flaws. But I guess when you're in love the person you're in love with has no flaws. They diagnosed me as bulimic for the first time. I try to keep it together for Danielle. To make myself look like a model parent. When Danielle's a teenager I don't know what will happen if she gets pregnant or is bulimic. Before I got pregnant again I was a complete mess. I told you how I dated Sam. And I was stressed beyond belief. I drank half a bottle of Whiskey, Rum, Vodka, or Tequila. I couldn't survive without taking at least one Ecstasy. And whenever I saw Danielle I tried to be sober. But I can't keep it together I'm falling apart. The only things that make me stay sane are you and Danielle. I'm not perfect fuck it I don't think anyone is. I might seem perfect to you but I'm not.
Mike: Hey you are perfect no matter what you're flaws are.
Me: Really?
Mike: Really. I love you Sandy.
Me: I love you too.
He pulled up to the mall parking lot.
Me: No way!
Mike: Yes way.
I squealed in delight as he helped me out of the car. We held hands walking into Lord and Taylor. The smell of Coach Poppy reminded me of all the free stuff I recieved and all of the expensive stuff. I inhaled it again. Amazing.
Mike: Anything you want my treat.
I squealed. We walked around the store.
Me: I don't know if you want to come but I have a doctors appointment later this week and I'm finding out the babies sex's.
Mike: I will come.
Me: And on Sunday a lot of couples are coming to the house. I'm interviewing them to see if they're fit to take care of the twins. And I get to see them occasionally.
Mike kissed me. I saw nothing in particular. None of the Chanel mini dresses in my old size 0 matched up to Mike. We walked over to Victoria's Secret. I got more bras.
Mike: I can't believe you were a model here. Was Soda mad?
Me: He didn't care.
Mike: I'm dating a model.
Me: You like it?
Mike: I'm in love with a model.
He kissed me in front of everyone. I looked for more bras. Mike came over to me with some of his favorite selections. He held up a thong that looked like a rubber glove. I shook my head. He held up more g-strings and I simply replied you wish. Mike wondered off as I got more underwear. I looked for him but he went to Tiffany. I didn't chase after him I just purchased my stuff. Mike was still there so I got Gators sweatpants and all of the matching things in a large. Mike came back and I was beyond curious. But I kept it to myself. We walked back to the car. We just sang along to my Glee Soundtrack. He pulled up to the beach.
Me: No way really?
Mike: I'm full of surprizes aren't I?
I smiled then Mike opened the trunk and got out 2 beach bags and a picnic basket.  We walked up to the beach.
Me: How are we supposes to have fun at the beach with no bathing suits?
Mike: I bought you that navy blue and gold Michael Kors sexy one piece that you always wanted in the catalog. I asked Lexie what size and I got you a size 6.
Me: My pregnant size right now.
Mike: You got it.
I grabbed my bathing suit and got changed into it. Mike got changed into a pair of old basketball shorts and no shirt xD. We held hands and walked onto the warm sand. He put his hand on my stomach.
Mike: You're getting bigger.
Me: Shut up I know.
Mike: When are you do?
Me: Early November they think November 9th at the earliest and November 13th at the latest. But they don't know because they might run out of room and I will have to go into early labor.
Mike: I'm by your side no matter what.
Me: I love you.
Mike: I love you too.
He laid down a blue beach towel. Then had my white iPod speakers and put in my iPod touch my 18th birthday present. He put on the Glee version of Bruno Mars' Marry You. I smiled and pulled down my Prada aviators. We cuddled on the blanket and I tried to teach him a simple dance to Glee Forget You. Mike gave up after I started trying to point his toes. Mike was making sure I wasn't hurting the babies by dancing. And I told him I'm fine because even celebrities pre-natal pole dance and then he asked me if I could do it for him ;). I tried to teach Mike how to dougie but he gave up on that too. Then he watched me dougie and told me I was sexy at it. Mike buried my swollen feet then gave me a massage. Mike ate a hamburger and I had a veggie burger. We both had a HUGE thing of fries. Mike got me an extra large vanilla milkshake and he had a chocolate one. We started building sandcastles and mine beats his.

Mike's sandcastle

My sandcastle.
We made out some more until people started yelling at us. Whops.
Mike: I know this is sudden but would you want to move in my house or yours or we find our own place. You, me, and Danielle.
Me: Yes absolutely. Let's find our own place.
Mike: Sandy.
Me: Mike.
It was perfect the sun was setting and it was just perfect. I got his present out.
Me: Here happy anniverary baby.
Mike: It's perfect.
He smiled and kissed me. I stood up and brushed sand off my ass. Mike wrapped his arms around me.
Me: We should get going I don't want to miss Glee.
Mike: Okay.
We went back to the house and watched Glee in our pajamas. Mike held me as I cried when Kurt got nominated prom queen. He laughed when I was yelling at the TV for Brittany not saying yes to Artie. Mike gave me diamond earrings from Tiffany. xD. I wasn't hoping for a ring or anything it's too soon. But I wouldn't care if he did because he's the most amazing person in the world. We know everything about eachother and each day is like the first. Exact quote Michael Tyler Montgomery. xD. We cuddled and fell asleep in eachother's arms as Danielle and the other uhm didn't hear what was going on up here.
;) Sandy

I love you Mike <333